![]() ![]() I have to, once again, take a deep breath and be strong. Saturday night he kicked in my front door. Little by little the arrogance appears again, chipping away at me. He comes back home and is the model son for weeks. However, he stops taking it for a while and gives me the false hope that he is ok now. ![]() I have done the tough love bit and thrown him out. "My son takes drugs, cocaine being his favourite. I wonder if any drug user was given their life back again, would they have smoked that first 'harmless' spliff?" The feeling of helplessness is unbearable, I feel sick with worry - I want my son back. A few years ago we found out that he was using crack I now feel sure he is smoking heroin. ![]() "My guess, in hindsight, is that he started using drugs as young as 15 - he is now 30 - and once again we have become aware that he is using, and not 'just weed' as he has always maintained in order to keep us quiet. It has been the most heart-breaking experience in all my life to see my beloved son gripped by the evils of drugs, not to mention the associated lying and deceitfulness that also came with his habits. He does'’t seem to care about anything or anyone, least of all himself. From being healthy, good looking and sociable, he is now thin, spotty and reclusive. Now our lives are a roller coaster never knowing what he is up to and never truly trusting him. "From a truly delightful child, loving son and brother, he was the most caring and kind son any mother could have wished for we all adored him. ![]()
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